dead inside

I am not going to dwell on it, but I do need to acknowledge it ... 

I miss feeling things. I miss passion and excitement.

I miss feeling good when I hear music.

I miss feeling alive.
I miss energy.

The truth isn't pretty, but there it is.
I am still going to get up, dust myself off and carry on.
Time heals ... and I will keep going and try to be patient.